well it been a wile since i entered my blog.i feel like tht i am on the verge of pushing te Self destruct button or is it tht i have already pushed te button!
my booze pattern is on full throttle,just the other day i was out drinkin from mornin to evenin.
i feel like i've lost smeting and i'm desperately in search of it.but my try goes in vain.i feel like i am losing ground on reaching my objectives and my goals of making it out sucessfully wit my degree. the fear has given me wings....wings that make me wander into oblivion.the wander tat pulls me into nervousness and tension. oh god!y is tat i am screwing up!!!
i take tings a bit too easy at times and tat results in my downfall.
i am scared
Sunday, December 12, 2004
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